Over the past several weeks I have become tangled in an emotional state of confusion.
It seems that I am in a daily battle between tears and elation over the meaning of my various relationships. It amazes me that so many levels exist in a relationship. And baffles me how many of those levels one can stand on simultaneously.
I feel I have been blessed with the ability to form human connections on a whim. However, with every blessing and strength, comes a mirroring weakness. The shadow in my mirror is that the majority of my connection seem to remain superficial. Temporary. Disposable.
The absence of connection is something I pine over...and yet...when the bind weakens, it is not commonly missed.
Recently though, I find myself linked in a bond stronger than any connection I imagined I would have the pleasure of experiencing in my lifetime. It has humbled me. Distracted me. Rendered me delightfully abashed.
I cannot help but stand in wonderment at the reason for our meeting. The complication and simplicity are the yin and yang which keeps my head reeling almost without rest.
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